I despise consequentialism - the idea that the ends justify the means. Many Christians say they despise it too, but we practice this ethic all the time. My go-to example is the 2016 election of President Trump by over 80% of those in my group - conservative Christians. "He's not as bad as the other candidate!" "We can't vote third-party or abstain because a greater evil would result!" "The president isn't a pastor-in-chief, he's a commander-in-chief." "The possibility of getting supreme court justices who will ban abortion and gay marriage justifies significant moral flaws." The list could go on. The ends justified the means. 

In my group's mind, justifying, overlooking, or dismissing "minor" evils like sexual assault, mysoginy, racism, denigration, mistreatment of immigrants, and all that stuff - it's all ok because even if we combined all those evils, they pale in comparison to the egregious issue of abortion. Abortion has killed tens of millions of humans in the past fifty years. 

One of the main problems with a consequentialist ethic is that we recognize its moral reprehensibility when we apply it to other situations. My favorite go-to example is from the book of Kings, when two mothers plan to cannibalize their children to save both of their families. From a consequentialist standpoint, murdering two kids to save two whole families sounds like the perfect moral plan. Numerically speaking, the equation is flawless. Two lives are lesser than, say, ten lives. But we recognize that such an action wouldn't be justifiable - unless, perhaps, one of the mothers was running for president. 

But let's take another example here - one which would lead to infinite quantities of good being achieved. If, as most non-Reformed, and many Reformed Christians believe, children who die before a certain cognitive function are elect and go to be with God when they die, then why not allow abortion and advocate for a theocracy in which all children of non-Christians (and perhaps wayward and mediocre Christians as well) are killed? Think of all the souls who would immediately experience bliss rather than the fires of hell? What is the murder of a temporal life in comparison to the saving of a soul for eternity? 

Of course such a thought is reprehensible because we recognize that it's evil. Regardless of the good that would be brought about - the infinite good for billions of people - we can't justify such good by participating in evil. Despite an Augustinian view one might take which justifies actions through motivations, we can't justify evil with any intent, even the best ones. 

What strikes me as particularly revolting about Christian consequentialism is that it is fine trading on other sins and evils for an unguaranteed "greater good," yet it refuses to trade on sins and evils for a known good. We can compromise morality in voting to obtain power which may or may not lead to the short and long-term goals we have in view, yet we refuse to embrace evil for a known infinite good we could accomplish for billions. If Christian morality includes consequentialist ethics, we're novices who are refusing to do great good. But if Christian morality doesn't include a consequentialist ethic, we're unfaithful subjects to the King who are determining good and evil for ourselves because we don't think our Lord is able to produce good results out of mere faithfulness. We have made ourselves kings, and in doing so, have exposed ourselves as fools. 

I finally got my second tattoo a few months ago. As I did with the first one, I want to lay out the significance of its meaning here.

Broken Sword: The image of a sword is the most recognizable. However, you'll notice that the sword is broken and in the process of shattering. It is not a useful weapon, but one that has been, or is being demolished. 

ICXCNIKA: This is a popular depiction on crosses in the Eastern tradition. It stands for "Jesus Christ Conquers." You are probably familiar with the word Nike (or Nika here), which just means "to conquer." This phrase is meant to be ironic in that we have depicted a flawed weapon - a broken sword - but then declared that Jesus Christ conquers. This phrase, along with the ironic image, should lead to a final image made prominent through the placing of the letters.

The Cross: The letters help to illuminate that while we initially see a sword in the image, we are also seeing a cross. When we put the letters together along with the idea of a broken sword, we recognize that this irony here is an irony we see in the book of Revelation. In Revelation we initially see Jesus as a lion, but then he becomes the slain lamb. We see him going out to conquer, but he does this through his blood. We see him wield a sword, but this sword is the testimony of his mouth. Likewise, my tattoo depicts that it is not with a sword that Jesus conquers, but rather through the cross. He shatters swords.